There has been a barrier been built up between God and I. Completely on my side of course. I have been stubborn and self determined. Once again, I forgot that I cannot completely control my life and the lives of others around me. So today’s lunch was a nice and relaxing one.
For the first time in a long time, I could hear God’s voice calling to me again. I could hear him instructing me on where to go with my life. It was nice to hear him again clearly. As I sat there and ate a wonderful lunch and gave thanks for it, I read my bible. I got some stains on it and I realized God enjoyed this. WHy? For several reasons. First, the Bible is now starting to look like it is well used. Why wouldn’t God be happy that its used? It means I am seeking his guidance in my life. Second, it also is testiment to my enjoyment of Him and the BIBle along with the food he has provided me. I am enjoying my time with Him along with His works.
My new saying is this God prefers a messy Bible to a Bible with dust on it. I can guarantee you this Bible will not have dust on it.
Also, yesterday’s lunch I was satisifed with less food. I listened to God instead of my own’s desire and did not eat four pieces of cheesecake.
My date with God, number 4 February 26, 2010
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